The bridal shower last weekend went really well. Until the guests began to arrive, I hadn’t realized how nervous I was that the whole thing would be a flop. But (thank God) everything was well-planned and went off with only a couple of last-minute hitches. As always, I enjoyed being in the company of awesome women, especially since there was a reason to celebrate with a bit of frivolity! I miss being near to my closest girl friends (and I can’t wait to see you in July, Anne).
I’m back in Colorado, taking a refreshing breather, and I’m loving the cool, wet weather we’re having right now (read as No Lotion Needed
. I head away again for the coming weekend to visit friends who are preparing for their first baby in September, to give the new mom some help around the house with her Spring cleaning.
Traveling has always brought clarity to my mind and a sense of well-being to my heart. Maybe it’s what I do when I’m on the move – letting go of my commitments, changing my perspective – or what happens when I arrive in another place – re-inventing myself, experiencing something new, getting back into the habit of what’s old and good – that changes me for the better.
Growing up, I was raised between the hustle and grime of Western New York and the slow, steady heat that can only be found south of the Mason-Dixon. I attended school in NY, then spent my summers and holidays with family in the suburbs of Georgia and the country-sides of South Carolina and southern Arkansas. As a kid, this dichotomy presented itself in one of two ways: when playing with children up North, I was the eccentric, “countrified” tomboy who wasn’t afraid of mud and bugs and who talked funny; down South, I was the loud, “bougie” cousin who, when introduced to company, was quickly identified as visiting from NY…and who talked funny
Somehow, I have managed to melt the two worlds into a culture of “urban simplicity”, as my sister calls it, but that’s because I can’t seem to let go of either reality. I love them both. All grown up now (on most days), I certainly have a quick pulse and a strong taste for “big city” things; but, on some days, I’m still that little girl who jumped in puddles, scraped up her knees and loved falling asleep to the gentle rock of a row boat on a hot day. I much prefer dipping my feet in the lake, cooking a big Sunday dinner or wandering off at night to see the stars to, say, heading out for a fancy night on the town. It has always been this way and I don’t think it will change.
Last week, as I enjoyed the southern comfort and company of friends who’ve become part of my family, I remembered these things. I relaxed into a deeper sense of me, and it felt good to be home. This is the kind of summer I wanted.